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The Matchmaker

When I met Avremel, the first thoughts to enter my mind were, “God, thank you for sending me the other half of my soul.” By now, I’d had experience with...


When I met Avremel, the first thoughts to enter my mind were, “God, thank you for sending me the other half of my soul.”  By now, I’d had experience with ginger beards and purple shafts of light and so was not that taken aback.
At the age of 15 I read a book by a professor of magneto hydrodynamics that changed my life.  His name was Herman Branover and the book was called “Return.” It chronicled his shift of consciousness from that of a secular Russian scientist to a Chassidic worldview. The contrast between the cold intellectual and emotional climate of Russian life and the warm farbrengens into which he was secretly invited moved my heart.  His encounters with the Lubavitcher Rebbe stirred my curiosity.
The book unsettled me enough to keep me on the path of exploration I had been engaged in for some time.  In the past, I had been more than surprised to discover that cosmic harmony is as Jewish as matzo ball soup.  Professor Branover’s book encouraged me to continue challenging my axioms in search of truth.
At the age of 18, I visited Israel during my summer vacation.  By this time, I was sporting much of the dress of a Jewish way of life and some of the outlook although I was (and still am) a long way off from viewing the world from the inside out.  My base was the home of my father’s cousin Leah.  This was where I always went when I wanted to go “home” whilst on my travels.  One evening after dinner, Arieh, Leah’s husband, asked me what I was doing about a shidduch, a marriage partner.  My Hebrew was still in its infancy stages and so I was certain I’d misunderstood this burly man with open blue eyes and a thick Russian-Hebrew accent.
“A shidduch!” he reiterated.
“No, no Arieh,” I replied.  “Not for me.  Not now.”
“Don’t worry.  He’s not a Vishnitzer!”
I laughed.  Arieh, a Vishnitzer Chassid by birth albeit not in practice, probably thought I foresaw being introduced to one of his black-coated cousins.
“Don’t worry,” he said again.  “The person I’m thinking of is a Lubavitcher.”
I laughed louder.  “A Lubavitcher!?”  And then scoffed.  Chassidim didn’t yet qualify as people one might have a relationship with!  Not in my 18 year old head at any rate.
And despite Arieh’s insistence that this was “a great guy, a wonderful match” for me, I remained firm.  I visited Sefat as planned and stayed on a moshav briefly before returning to South Africa.
* * *
It was in that year that I met my mentor and teacher, Rabbi Y.Y. Kesselman.  He opened up the world of Chassidism to me according to my capacity to receive.  After 5 years of study, I wanted to visit Crown Heights.  For the first time, I began to feel that the world made sense, that I was fully alive.  There were classes and gatherings and dynamic women and of course the Lubavitcher Rebbe and his teachings.  And then there were the matchmakers.  Many of them.  From the time of my arrival, suggestions were offered – and I responded as I had to Arieh years before, “Not me.  Not now.”
One person’s name in particular kept coming my way.  Yehoshua was an astrophysicist from Belgium.  I laughed, no longer at the fact that he was a Lubavitcher or would wear one of those “black coats” upon marriage but at the piece about the physicist.  By now, I was firmly set upon marrying someone with whom I would open a Chabad House of our own.  And so, over the course of 10 months, I said no and no again to the suggestion.
One Sunday, I received a call from a dear friend.  Although she had been married for a number of years, she and her husband were childless.  She asked that I please go before the Rebbe during Sunday dollars and ask for a blessing for children.  Having never owned a coat prior to living in New York, I had no desire to wait on line in the cold as the slow line wound its way into 770, through the shul and up a winding staircase to where the Rebbe stood and greeted thousands of visitors throughout the day.  But of course, I said yes.
As usual, upon entering the antechamber to where the Rebbe stood, I shifted into a different inner world.  A space where all was as it was meant to be, fully authentic and open to possibility.  Standing in the Rebbe’s presence was like being in an apple orchard.  Suddenly, all too quickly, it was my turn.  The Rebbe gave me a dollar to distribute to charity and a blessing.  I told him I was there to ask for a blessing for children for my friend.  He gave me a personal dollar along with a blessing for success.
“This is for her husband,” he said, handing me another dollar.
It sounded like “your husband”.  My mind stood still.  And then I walked on.  As I began to move away, the Rebbe pointed at the dollar and added, “C’est pour son mari.”  He had repeated his words in French.  I was taken aback.  Never had I told the Rebbe that I speak the language.  The line was moving and I was out in the cold before I grasped what had happened.
Yehoshua was from Belgium and spoke French fluently.  I wondered naively if the Rebbe’s repeating something to me in French about a husband had any bearing on my life.  That evening, I put in a call to the Rabbi who had been pushing the match.  His sister lived in Antwerp and knew Yehoshua well.  Eli was insistent that I meet him.
“Fine Eli,” I said.  “But just know that I’m a baal teshuva.  I’m not doing one of these fast-food dating things.  If I need time to make a decision, I’ll have to take it.”
“It’s already been months in the making,” he replied.  “Just meet him!”
Yehoshua came to pick me up.  As I walked towards him, he waited at the side of the car.  He was wearing a black coat and despite the darkness, I could see his coat and ginger beard flapping in the wind.
“Well,” I reflected.  “I never thought I’d marry a guy with a ginger beard.”
Strange thought.  In my family of origin, no one’s beard flaps in the wind, ginger or not.
“Are you nuts?!” I said to myself, “You haven’t even said hello to the man!”
Two weeks later, we were engaged.  We received our blessing from the Rebbe on a Saturday night.  Sunday found us respectively in the men’s and women’s lines for dollars.  I told the Rebbe I was engaged.  He looked at me and said, “May God Almighty bless you to hear good news all the days of your life.”  As he spoke, I sensed a purple light coming from higher than any place I had ever conceived of existing enter me through the top of my skull.  As with the ginger-beard-moment-of-intuition, this was not common to anything I’d ever experienced.  I was elated and yet almost unconsciously concerned. Such a blessing but why not the usual “may you merit to build an eternal home together.”  Yehoshua and I met outside and went to friends to say l’chaim.
* * *
That was during the intermediate days of Pesach.  We both prepared for our wedding day, I in New York and Yehoshua in Belgium.  Two days before my scheduled departure to South Africa for our marriage, I went to the bank to withdraw some cash.  Yehoshua’s learning partner met me and asked how I was doing?
“Fine,” I said.  And then, “What’s wrong?”
Something about his tone was not right.
“Come with me,” he replied.
Immediately, I knew that something had happened to Yehoshua but he would not say a word.  Neither would my dorm mother when we got there.
“What’s happened to him?  How is he?” I beseeched.
“Go to Shterna,” was all she could say.
No one knew how to tell me the news and so although I knew in my heart, for those agonizing minutes I kept on hoping.  Hoping that it was just an accident.  Shterna opened the door with tears in her eyes.
“What’s happened?”
She turned her face.
I picked up the phone and called Eli and Chana.
“Eli, how is he?” I asked.
“Eli, will there be a wedding?” I asked.
“No,” he choked.
* * *
On Shabbos, the Rebbe danced at Farbrengen.  I had only seen him dance like that on Simchas Torah.  As I wept in my place in the women’s section of the shul, my heart simultaneously rejoiced as I sensed the Rebbe dancing with Yehoshua.  I cried most of my tears in those few hours.  The Rebbe sang and danced and I was cleansed.  On Sunday, I again stood before the Rebbe.  As I approached him, an elderly Russian immigrant stood before me.  She was hunched and wore an orange and purple flowered polyester scarf over her dyed hair.  She passed by.  I stood before the Rebbe and told him what had happened.  The Rebbe said something I did not understand.  It was neither English nor Yiddish nor Hebrew nor French.  Rabbi Klein, the Rebbe’s secretary stood beside him.
“This is the bride whose groom passed away,” he said in Yiddish.
The Rebbe turned to him.  Slowly.  It was like watching the globe turn on its axis.
“Hhmm?” he asked.
Rabbi Klein repeated his words. 
“Hhmm?” the Rebbe responded, pushing with his hand through the air as if to dismiss the conversation, and slowly turned to face me.
Then he said something unintelligible again.
I was devastated.  This was it?  This was all the guidance I was going to get after such an event?  I was supposed to already be on the plane back to South Africa for my wedding and here I was standing bereft of my groom.
“Charasho Yisvestia.  Besuros Tovos,” the Rebbe concluded.  Good news.  You should hear good news, in both Russian and Hebrew.
And before I could say, “Please, tell me more!” I was once more out on the sidewalk.  Other lives, other broken hearts or hopefully joyous ones were passing before my Rebbe.  Mysterious encounters even we, the participants, did not understand.
* * *
I bought a video of the brief interaction.  That was when I learned that “charasho yisvestia” is Russian for “good news”.  As to the rest of the words the Rebbe had spoken to me, no-one could make them out.  The summer passed.  Eli and Chana provided me with a cocoon in which I could acclimate myself to beginning again and I came back to myself.  Upon my return, there were once more the classes and farbrengens and work and wonderful friends.  And also the matchmakers.  I said no.  Intuitively, I knew my shidduch would come through Eli and Chana.  One day, they approached me with a suggestion.  A Russian man from Riga had been mentioned to him by a vice-principal at the school where I worked.
When I met Avremel, the first thoughts to enter my mind were, “God, thank you for sending me the other half of my soul.”  By now, I’d had experience with ginger beards and purple shafts of light and so was not that taken aback.  A while later we became engaged.  The Rebbe blessed me “to build an everlasting home amongst the Jewish people.”  That day, my groom told me that he had seen me once before we met.  It was on a street corner and he was sitting in a car as I walked by with Yehoshua.  We had just passed by the Rebbe to tell him of our engagement and had stopped alongside the car my husband was sitting in as I introduced Yehoshua to a friend.
“I’m engaged,” I had said smiling.
“Did you think I was beautiful?” I asked Avremel.
“No,” he answered honestly.  “I wasn’t thinking about that.  I was thinking ‘Gosh, this person is so fully happy and real in her joy.’”
Of course, I called my relatives to tell them of my good news.  When I spoke to Leah in Israel, she put Arieh on the phone to wish me mazal tov.
“What’s his name?” he asked.
“Avraham Tzukernik,” I replied.
There was silence at the other end.
“Shimonah,” he said slowly, “if you had listened to me all those years ago, you would already have many children by now.”
I was floored.  So this was the “Lubavitcher”, the “great guy and wonderful match” I had said, “No, not me, not now” to about seven years prior.  Soul, time and place must merge.  And the Rebbe had patiently guided me to the right soul in the right time and place.  He had alluded to me that this was all part of God’s plan for me.  Live, live with what is.
* * *
The years passed and one blessed summer I had the privilege of spending time with my family in the Catskill Mountains at a study retreat.  One of the guest lecturers was Professor Herman Branover.  I was excited.  His humility and brilliance moved me yet again as they had done for the 15 year old girl I once was.  Afterwards, I approached him to say thank you and ask a question.  We spoke.
“What is your name?” asked Professor Branover.
“Shimonah Tzukernik,” I replied.
He looked at me a little puzzled, as if trying to place me.  My husband’s surname is not that common but his mother descends from a well know Lubavitcher family.
“My mother-in-law is a Belinov,” I said, trying to help him out.
“Tzukernik?  Are you related to Aharon Leib Tzukernik by any chance?  He came from Riga” he said, disregarding my interjection.
“This is Aharon Leib,” I replied, lifting the infant I held in my arms.  “He is named after my father-in-law.”
Professor Branover’s eyes became wet.
“My,” said wistfully.  “Aharon Leib Tzukernik…So he’s gone.  We spent much time together in Riga.  He was influential in my return.  I remember the farbrengens.”
Shimonah Tzukernik is a corporate trainer and public speaker.  She has lectured to audiences across America, Canada, England Australia and Africa.  Her Corporate Soul workshops offer businesses a way of thinking and being that disrupts conventional ways of being in order to welcome change with a new vitality.  Shimonah also runs Soulscape Safaris, where on journeys to the extreme wilderness, participants are guided to discover the landscape of their authentic self. 

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